fuck this whole thing about begin happy some people just want to piss me off. i have noting to look forward to and i want to stab everybody that i have to live with.
my mums boyfriend thinks he’s the fuckign queen.
If you think positively you see everything so differently. If i spend less time thinking of things I’ve lost i will realise how much gratitude i have for the things i don’t consider at all but are always there. I then recognise how little some people are worth and how much some people are worth. Its more important to move on and endure hardship then live feeling more deplorable every day and immersing your self with different wants. I realise I don’t need anything more than the feeling of contentment and I’m on the pursuit of finding that.
